On a side note: Sometimes I feel the more I mix with some youths and some young adults, the older I feel as I see them trying to find their purpose and getting "satisfaction" from those things they do. Not that I have not done any but I feel really sad when you see the way they act and the things they say.
I see people thinking they are that great and does "cool" things which gives them a false sense of freedom and fulfillment. I see people who use others as a lifeline but yet treats them nonchalantly when there isn't a need. I see people who are confused over what they want. I see people who keeps blaming everything but not doing anything and falls back into the hole. I see people doing good deeds but yet with a motive which isn't good. I see people who speaks nonsensical stuff and people learning from them. I see people wanting to be unique and special but kept failing exams and hating studies because they fail to realize they need the foundation in order to be special.
I can find all these people in my friends, school, church and even extended friends. The vexing problem is how do I help them? But I seriously detest point number two most of the times.
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Created at 7:27 PM
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| Monday, March 21, 2011
I know I'm not the same My life You've changed And I wanna be with You I wanna be with You
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Created at 12:55 AM
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| Saturday, March 19, 2011
The guilt is eating me up badly
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Created at 8:18 PM
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| Sunday, March 13, 2011
Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the earthquake victims of Japan and also for those who have lost their homes in the Tsunami
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Created at 2:35 PM
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| Tuesday, March 01, 2011
I can't wait for Friday to come. Finish up Business Finance test and submit my Employment Relations essay.
I have always asked how it was like to be doing what the adults do. And now I keep feeling what will it feel like if I did what the teens are doing when I was at their age. Though certainly silly as some of their activities may seem, well at least they had fun yeah?
A person can't have everything can he? Maybe I'm too engrossed in my conviction therefore I can only imagine what it would be like. Like I always say, there must be a reason why those people enjoy the things that I believe is not my cup of tea.
For example, smoking. I will never ever try a cigarette. Not even for social reasons or to show that person "hey! I can smoke but I don't want." I'm not against the smokers nor do I like to be in their immediate surroundings for too long and that's me. I may sound obstinate but I'm proud at times, at my own conviction. Of course I can only imagine why people likes it.
Shisha also. I've heard reason that it is a good time for bond, something to enjoy together. Again, I can only imagine. I wouldn't want to try since I perceive it to be not something good.
Come on, how many of the night activities in Singapore are good for you as a whole? Not a lot. I'm not persecuting anyone but open up and think about it. Even supper is bad for my health =(
Well, trust me on this, when you grow even older and stop doing the things you are doing now (even for myself), look back and you will find how silly you were. The you now will think and feel that you have finally found the answer to your life but sadly not possible.
I was really silly when I was in poly hahaha. Even more when during Secondary. Maybe even now.
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Created at 8:16 PM
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