well, i tink im slated to be going for BMT on june. ya, re-BMT which means 3 months of tekong.
am i supposed to be happy or sad? i dunnoe. its all mixed feelings now. too much events during these two years isn't great
yst went to Jurong Point with mummiee for dinner. i went to buy "The Old Skool" music CD from MJ cos i love oldies alot! ah. actually i only heard and like 30% of the songs in the 2 CDs. oh well, tat explains the boom in mp3 industry.
while waiting for mummiee, i saw this cute salesgirl working in giodano. looks mature and chubby and so after describing her to my sis via SMS (my sis works in the giodano around the west region) found out her name and situation. alright i wont say more since this will be publishing out her affairs which isnt very nice.
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| Sunday, April 27, 2008
this is why they say premarital sex is important (its a joke!) - funny commercial
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| Friday, April 25, 2008
thank you God, for all the protection and guidance u gave me during my driving
i tink i should start blogging when i get home and not when im going to camp. this will probably have a different effect on wat im about to blog XD
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| Wednesday, April 23, 2008
there are so many things happened yesterday. i was quite angry and pissed off until feel like writing complain. but this morning after waking up, i no longer feel like writing it but start to have the dread of doing it again.
anyway, i feel like i've been out of contact with my old frens. lol ppl whom have appeared daily in some point of time but now occasionally chat.
i do really love my home. its a place of comfort. but once im home, i tend to neglect alot of things. sad huh? like yst when my daddee came home while i was watching anime, all we talked was like 5 sentences? i believe he looked really tired too after a whole day of work.
i dun tink im already adjusted to this kind of life. infact i detest this period of my life being that it no longer is mine. "complain and complain only"
yup i just spoke another seven sentences with my mummiee just now before she went to work. i wanted to strike a conversation but i tink she needed to go for work
sigh. i guess its time for me to go
i wonder how many still read this complainy blog of mine haha
SO DEPRESSING RIGHT?
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| Monday, April 14, 2008
saw this Leopard Tank around. too bad i didn't have a camera with me to take a picture of it. (i cant!)
was in for some rubbish deal. saturday duty driver last week! meaning i only can book out on sunday morning. thanks so much daddee for fetching me home! its a waste of 24hours honestly. all u do is sit there and think of things to do. luckily i was prepared. i have pretty much anti-boredom materials with me.
but even so, the anti-boredom materials can get boring themselves too!
sigh. i can still faintly feel the emotion i had when kervin told me i got saturday duty. i almost dropped to some bottomless pit. i almost cried when i was eating the biscuits my mummiee bought for me while she went shopping due to extreme loneliness at bunk since everyone booked out. its a type of biscuits which i ate like 10years ago but have not eaten it anymore and couldnt find it. im really surprised mummiee went out to find and bought it for me after i told her like a month ago describing the biscuit which she bought 10years ago.
and she looked really elated on seeing me on yst's dinner when daddee and i went to "red chair" to meet up with her for dinner and then walked around that area window shopping. man.. that feeling is really cosy!
but alas! i hate to say this but nice things have got to end. but bad things have got to end too.
I've officially served 7months on sunday
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Created at 4:27 PM
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| Sunday, April 06, 2008
suddenly, i have this sickening sunday blue again.
this time, i do not noe wat is the reason.
this month abit happening. overspent my 400dollar "salary".
the weekends are ever so short. ever since entering NS, i've start to go out almost every weekend. be it going out to meet up with fellow frens or have dinner or going out with my mummiee. maybe i've started learning to treasure friendship? or maybe i'm trying to find some comfort and enjoy myself?
i tink i've indulged too much on games right now. that i've neglected my ever-comforting pal, God.
i was either half asleep due to tireness in church, or too distracted and thinking about other stuff. and its always until the end of the mass service that i found and start to regret it.
i really cannot imagine NS life w/o any support. support from family support from outside frens support from NS buddies and support from God
a week more and i will have spent seven months in NS already. if u look at the bright side, its quite an achievement. if u look on the dark side, i still have one year five months to go.
i would like to say a Thank You for all the help that you all have given me, be it listening to my complaints or helping me on the way.
my mummiee and daddee. my group of NS-craze frens - Clement, Ong, WenBin, Dickson, Roger, XinKai Guu faction - Suling, Jason and Raymond Poly pals - SzeKiat, SokSok NS buddy - Kervin and KhengWei (i really have to thank these two for alot)
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