| Thursday, November 02, 2006


today is victor's bday as well as jinyan's.
!!!!!!
thx to victor for treating lunch~!

ah yes. jinyan. my best few ancient frens.
we attended the same nursery, kindergarten, primary, and poly.
he is 1 fun chap. hmm as in he enjoys watever lame jokes or stuff tat i threw at him. we got along naturally well and hits it off quickly even after a few months of not meeting.
sometimes i do stay over at his house. since his parents are really frenly. his dad and mum. prolly will wanna visit him much often after internship. since its the only few time left... before the thing. the thing!
sometimes we do get into petty quarrels. but it resolves quickly after i apologised, since i didnt wan to spoil this relationship.

talking about relationship. it is a waste if a nice frenly relationship is destroyed.
dun have to be boy-girl but frens.
sometimes i often dislike ppl making fun of me infront of the other party. especially a girl. its annoying. not to me but to the other party if she is involved.
if she is not there or couldnt hear it. yes i dun mind if the joke is between me and u. not till the other teams also learn about it when all i did was just to fancy a girl. she is a nice girl but its a nice fren relationship.
dun tell me there isnt any boy-girl relationship that is based on frenship? things like this always spoils everything.

just like in sec school. where i liked this girl. we talked often in sec 1. close frens. my best fren learnt about it and i dunoe how the whole level learnt about it too. yes that time i was even fatter. and i have very low self-esteem to those who knew me. prolly the reason why im being made into anti-social.
so its either i too shy of getting made a joke out of anything that i didnt talk to her anymore, or she is too shy of getting made a joke out of anything to talk to me.
to make a person i like feels like tat, i tink that is very unneccessary of. i still rmb that face. khairul. oh yeah made fun of me. ok i noe im fat and not nice enough for her. but he didnt have to made fun of me and her talking isnt it!?!?! bah. blood boils.

today got this incident again. im angry yes but im often the type that cant be angry for long unless the ultimate.
i can't understand why suling whom read my blog have to tell ppl about how i called mabeline in my blog. as mabby. its a short form for me. yes. joke about it yes. within me and u. but now gilbert and kl also noe about it. kl and suling even goes "mabby mabby" so loudly im totally sure the NFS team also heard it. there is no way mabeline is so deaf she can't hear.
last time while i was in the same team as her, when suling made some fun about me going to another team and better dun come back, mabeline defended me telling her not to bully me too much.

now there is no sound from there. behind the TV screen which blocks her from us.
i certainly hopes not becos of some joke, she will be avoiding talking to us or me to prevent any more of this kind of joke. to be a joke with an ugly guy is probably bad.

i feel its totally kinda bad when the joke is aimed at someone whom is involved indirectly and is nearby and hears it.
sometimes when gilbert and us was talking about peggie, they talked kinda loudly till im also sure peggie hears it. i dunnoe about it. but i do feel guilty. cos she might be hurt or something as i would. ofcos if the boy she likes (choi..) happens to be there as well, and the joke is about both of them. be sure she will flare.

i can feel anger burning inside me in the instance that the other guy from the NFS team even told them dun "suan" me so bad..means soon the whole EA will noe.
yaya often ppl will say, dun be so sensitive. chill or cool. ure not that big to make such a news.
but what if this thing happen? i will prolly stop internship and request to go another company if the whole QA department is laughing and making fun.

i tell u for sure.. 1 day i will flare up and just the words are not nice anymore. i can take jokes but not till the other person changes their view of me. especially someone i respect.

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