I Want That Star

| Sunday, November 12, 2006

today is sunday already le. so fast and its already evening.
things go past very quickly when ure bz doing something and not "rotting".
how i love to rot in weekends.. the days just crawl..

anyways, saturday was pretty ok to me. not too exciting nor too bored.
went to meet soksok at JP that afternoon. okay.. i wont say the details but i was kinda late in eating lunch lol. hungry seh waiting for her!
ate the fried fish soup from the Ocean stall at the basement of JP. the soup isnt tat bad considering the amt of fried fish that auntie gave.
(pardon me cos im feeling down when writing this post, so i might write it too down.)
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grrragh! anyway met up with baofeng and lisong at JE then we went over to find Eileen at tiong bahru. so sad. cos i didnt receive any presents from them but its ok cos i nvr did receive much presents from frens much often. except a few like Clement who always love to give me cards.. "good" ones?.
such bad luck when we are going to bbq and it is still raining.
couldnt do any grilling so we ate cooked food instead. kinda unfair cos those ppl who were here later on LATE and can bbq cos the weather dried up.
was kinda sian le so i decide to go home early and didnt follow norman, weichai and lisong to bugis to meet daniel for Pool.

tried to play sro this morning but after sometime, gets bored so i rotted somewhere else in some other games before preparing to go for mass.
Confirmation mass for Sec3 kids.
a mass where those kids will be considered adult christians.
i would say since im not good at teaching stuff. and also that im not too social, i couldnt really take the class well. so i would normally either hide in the midst of them and tell them some short stuff about the lesson or i will just sit in a corner

so the bond between me and the kids arent as great since im like a hermit crab in a shell :(

(cont')
okayyyy! i just came back from dinner. left the blogger post opened just now so i can continue. felt much better after dinner with parents and auntie julie and uncle thomas and auntie anna.
they are still as lovable as usual. eating food with them is so enjoyable.
sometimes i tink im kinda too justified. as in i dun like things tat is unfair. okay!! i noe some ppl will say "life is always unfair" well i can say "my foot!" life is always fair depends on how u look at it. sometimes i feel its always fair.
ppl who have disaster or accident and ended up handicapped or blind. but hey they can do art or music much better than ppl with hands and eyes.

things like, when ure cool in ure teenage years, u might no longer be as cool in ure later years. fair? even if some might say "aiya rich boy ma" but tink again, perhaps his/her forefather worked hard to get wealth enough for their own generations to come. prolly born poor ppl may not be as wealthy but im very very sure im happier than most kids out there. why? cos i appreciate wat my parents did for me.
things like Birthday?
nope its not to celebrate the coming of a baby on earth.
it should be a day celebrating when a mother almost lost their life giving another life. sometimes i would say my bday isnt worth celebrating for. since i didnt do anything really great in this world or to anyone besides entertaining them, i dun really feel its needed. the best person's day to celebrate is mother and fathers' day.

so the topic for dinner came till something related to wat i've said. parents taking care of grandkids for their own kids.
i cant say much since i've not been thru there.
well, in my opinion, i will strive hard and work so my wife would not have to work and can concentrate to learn how to be a good housewife taking care of kids and waiting for hubby to bring money home. in a way, she can have a closer bond with the kids and my parents dun have to take care of my kids for me. they have slogged for more than half their lives taking care of me. why should i trouble them to take my burden when its my turn?
yeap. prolly i will force my wife to stop working. i'd rather have a simple life and a happier one like wat i have - spending more time with daddee and mummiee and eating simple fare in markets, food court or kopitiam, then night walking or simple TV before going to work again next day.

if both me and wife work, with all the money we get, we will prolly spend them on car or house or other high class stuff. if we hire maid, money is gone. if parents take care for us our kids, they would lose their chance of finally able to enjoy life.
i still rmbed 1 day mummiee was telling me about how she and daddee is considered by wat teens like to say "no life, lifeless, rotting" etc.
no time for restaurants or watsoever. the few cheap activities we can come with is, kite-flying or going to free places. up to my secondary4 life, i've only been to the movies 3 times with them. and thats the amt they went to after having a family.
so she was telling me that once sis and me grew up and have family, she will take this time to really enjoy life with daddee. hold hands and go tour together or do things that couples do.

AND ITS SOKPENG'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!
happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to soksok
happy birthday to u!

(p/s i didnt copy paste okayyy)
JU NI kuai gao zhang da!
zao sheng gui zi!
chang sheng bu lao!
nian nian you yu!
(so u got enough money to treat me dinner)

more pictures here for the dinner at Indo-Chine
pics from sok's hp