im really worried. so very worried.
it's not anxious or nervous. but worried.
today Father John van Dich taught me something valuable.
no one is indispensable in this world. why worry so much about some others doing ure job when u have other jobs else where?
this is much reflected into my life.
when max was training my low level warrior for me, i was worried sick about him playing for me. partially cos i keep tinking wat if he uses more pots? wat if he is ks-ed and no one to help him? wat if this wat if tat. oh well, end up things went fine.
it's like, we are more anxious than the person doing the thing for us that we rather do it ourselves and have no wrongs/trouble/error to solve. this is probably we are too confident in ourselves and does not trust others to be as good as us.
think about it. how many times have we done that? and did not trust others to finish up the job as good as us?
thats probably the reason why we grow older as we "fill" in this extra amount of stress on ourselves by ourselves. - quoted by me.
thats probably why some ppl prefer solo-ing in projs i suppose. they either do not think others will do as good as they do, or they are isolating themselves like dear daniel.
i tink i got heat rash on my face. as rebec have said.
1 patch of pimples growing. on my right face on the cheek. eeeeeee
probably its
1. some bacteria growing there.
2. fungus attack.
3. heat rash. drink more 24taste bitter crap..
4. i slept with my cheek leaning against the wall/railing/MRT/Bus/dad's car
5. my hand is dirty and i touch my face with it.
6. some mosquito
7. some netherworld stuff..
8. it look like Singapore National Flag with the cresent as my nose.
9. someone spouted bad breath on my cheek!
10. my bolster kissed me :D :) :-* <3
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