just outside, huge darkness of clouds amass like an armada of flying airships covering the skies. i couldnt even see my keyboard since its black :/
its gonna be a cold day, got to prepare sweater.
spent the whole morning (haha only 30minutes since i woke) clearing stuff from my pc. unwanted folders, pictures, texts, music watever. didnt like to see them sprawling around like that on desktop, my pictures, my doc, received files, c:, d:
kinda hate friday more than i like it. cos today is pure lab hours. and its 7hours of it. 3hours; 1 hour break; 4hours. i like it tweenie bit is becos tml is saturday. and i hate to go out on saturday why? i just love to stay at home after 5 days of sch. doing things that i wan (play game) often playing games myself alone cos i jsut wan to do my things w/o thinking about others for awhile.
move around in game fight monsters; sleep; eat; slack; see anime; on and on, i didnt have to put into regard of anyone's feelings if im alone.
some tots always enter my head when i am always boarding the train. is it good to be sociable? having a small group of frens? or a huge pile of frens where u go into communities with them like choir, band, games, tournaments, sports.
sometimes i do envy other ppl for being liked by so many ppl. having fun with all of them. but thinking back why i didnt achieve that, i found out i wasnt being sociable like those ppl.
well, they are the ones who always takes the 1st step and likes going out. but often i didnt like to go out cos there isnt much communities/things for me to do.
nonetheless, i still envy them alot when i see them enjoying themselves. i didnt like to have alot alot alot of close frens. a small group of my own frens. a small workgroup. a small team.
if i wanna go out with close frens, i dun like to add in not-so-close frens becos it spoils the mood for me. worse still, frens who do not noe each other. a small group like 3-4 will be very nice for a dinner or so.
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