boring | Thursday, March 09, 2006


DC-ed in maple for 4 consecutive times. argh.
no mood to play le. came out here to take a breath.

things to ponder again:
if certain 1 day, everyone forgets about u. they do their stuff and u do ures.
emptiness prevails. goes to msn no one replies u. blog no one see. maple no one cares.
no one talk to u. family sees u as another furniture in the house.

wat will u do?
just some thoughts that entered my head.

feeling lonely now. when i was playing RO long time ago, frens bombed msg in RO, msn and even forums. i can be really busy. but life is rather boring since all i do is entertaining humans. and sometimes they can be rather bothersome. play ro u might say. but oh well, tons of factors spoils the gameplay.
well.. ever since i was lvl90 in maple, things start to go rather slow. lvling becomes real tough, all i do is sit here and play and play and rot+play.
kinda think back, satisfaction is there but i kinda lack 1 element.

wat is that element? just like how rich man can be lonely. rich man can be someone w/o family love. when everything goes up and up and up, u meet stronger ppl as well as richer ppl. comparing with them kills u of cos. yet being with them drowns u also.
but hard to say, we HAVE to be with them since ure status is different.

how about those frens who have given up or couldnt climb up with u? do we lend a helping hand to them?
i kinda feel extreme lonely in maple cos im the highest lvl in my guild yet there are only 2 others high lvl frens there with me.
the rest either give up lvling, plays other games, no hope or watsoever.
it kinda hurts me how they didnt have the determination and how i couldnt help them. and the gap is widening between us? just becos of status and lvl.

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