MoMoXX

2011-06-06T14:48:00.001+08:00

2011-05-14T09:22:00.002+08:00

Recently been having a lot of (don't know what word to use) with the girls in my life.

One grouchy. As if I'm owing her something. Hey I do my best to accommodate ok? Even I also get frustrated too but I try not to show it. One wrong move and you will see me explode like you have never seen before.

One treating me in the same way as someone I know treats her husband. The Great Wall.

One always three minutes degree hot. Enthusiastic in a moment, and totally throwing it off the next.

One keeps joking about marriage with random boys. It doesn't reflect well you know, even if everyone knows it is a joke.

One treats me for granted. The more I think of it, the more stupid I felt I am.

And almost every girl I know is late or rarely on time.

Basket, my first week of holidays totally ruined. I'm not in the very mood to enjoy it.
I totally forgot to check my scheduler and went ahead to book tickets for movie with Sokpeng and Priscilla. I'm supposed to be coordinator for the Bridging Lights birthday for the same day and time but I've forgotten.
Because of this error on my part,
- Had to go out of my way to collect the tickets at cathay and head back home because they require the person who booked to be the one who collect.
- Am going to waste 11dollars because there isn't someone to buy my ticket
- Have to squeeze out time to pass the ticket to Sokpeng
- The time will have to come in between morning cell group and making of dumplings for the potluck birthday

- Morning cell now may be cancelled. One is very late as usual, one is not coming if it is just two person, one is resting at home because of other commitments, two no reply. What about me?
- Mum even offered to cook porridge for the group and now I told her not to.
- Mum is supposed to guide me on making the dumplings before she heads to work but this will be cut short as I have to meet Sokpeng before her class starts at 3.30pm

I am so super busy during all the weekends and it will really help if everyone, including myself can stick to the promises.
This is as stressful as examinations last week.
I am beginning to wonder do their menstrual cycle starts on the same date?

AND I have tons of tasks not yet done.
- Contacting Jeanette. I felt bad for dragging this for so long.
- Contacting water dispenser companies for quotes on them.
- Look at English courses at British Council.
- Play Dragon Age 2

2011-04-30T02:23:00.002+08:00

Had a good chat with Julia..
Although she didn't offer me any advice on what I should do, but from the conversation, I want to have a good chat with Him again. I am confused.

On a side note away from the issue, I'm getting quite irritated with how some people are acting. Twitter and facebook are both becoming places where intellectual people whom I know, makes unintellectual comments. More like an avenue for them to release the slightest displeasure to them and it becomes so addictive for them to just complain about every single little nonsense that appear. Are you wanting attention that badly? I mean a good number is like a tweet in 5-6hours? Can you see those people who tweet at least once in every 30 minutes? Reading the newspaper about politics are way better than those half-baked comments on every single little things. At the very least, the person I'm voting for, has a say in what builds the workforce which I am going to enter in 2 years time. I have to start looking further into my future and see what it has to offer for me.

In fact, those that rarely tweet but with the occasional wise words are what a person with a normal life should do.

"Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing." 1 Thessalonians 5:11.

I remembered Sokpeng told me that it is very interesting to see what people is up to, when she was trying to introduce twitter to me. But I'm getting the negative vibes on knowing what nonsense people are complaining and up to.. Can anyone tell me if you feel your life is interesting enough that you won't even have time to spend on making mindless unedifying speech?

I am cranky for the few days.
Very cranky.
And I dislike it when you don't know or choose to ignore.
And I dislike it even more because I know I can't blame you.
I don't know what I should do.

I hope I can keep myself controlled until this subside.
Else the church people might have to bear it this weekend for the first time.

2011-04-29T16:18:00.001+08:00

I'm not iron man. I need comfort and concern too..

2011-04-29T00:50:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I allow myself to fall into this hole again.
I don't want to bang into a dead end just when I manage to get out of it months ago..

How Dora how?

2011-04-28T01:23:00.003+08:00

Finally an english song that I've randomly found and is lyrically meaningful.

Have you ever work so hard for something and when you get the intrinsic reward, you start igniting like a firework and cry? I did, when I was in NS. Though I did not cry out but tears of joy came.

So are you wasting your life away?
Thinking that just be on the 50% will be alright, even when you know you have the potential to do better, but choose to believe that as if you have already placed in 100% but can give 200% whenever you want to, just whether you want to.
So when are you gonna ever want to even do your best, if you don't even start doing it with smaller things now?

My first 22 years of life is a regret.
But I've regretted almost nothing for the past year and half. Because I did my best and people can see it.
I think the lyrics is really meaningful.

Well, not that I wanna bash those twitter netizens but I certainly hear their thoughts much more louder than their actions. And those people who are living to their fullest don't even need to have twitter to connect with people; they are constantly surrounded by people who are inspired by these fireworks in them.

Look to surround yourselves with people who do positive stuff, who realizes your potential and challenges you to use it, to force you to grow and learn, most importantly ignite that spark in you.

What is the use of potential when it is all not used? At this point it reminds me of procrastinators are the best workers who work under stress and being able to deliver. Not that I'm proud to say I'm a procrastinator, but instead of relying on the fact that procrastinators are good for that last 3 days of project deadline, why not make it such that you are good all the while and push yourself to be that good for all the way. Procrastinators are smart, but why not diffuse it with hardwork to attain what you really seek, instead of believing "I can do it if I put in my best, but I just don't feel like doing it now, because I'm smart"

This semester, instead of leaving 3 days of crucial studies, I am currently in 14 days using the same amount of effort each day as with the last 3 days. It is very tiring but I really laughed when I saw the exam paper because my hard work have paid off. It is not a matter of whether the standard of the exam is easy or hard but the fact that I'm really getting what I want after I put in this amount of work. The satisfaction far outshines whatever excuses that procrastinators can come up with.

With two hands, I can count the number of people who actually implied that RMIT is a lousy school. "RMIT exams very hard meh?" "Oh chey---- RMIT" "UOL is much better in standard and those people who fail in UOL should get distinction in RMIT"

Though I felt angered at times at how people look down on my school, they refuse to look at my efforts, but I am really proud in myself. These half-baked people who choose to look down on us and yet refuse to compare themselves with the "cream of crop" NUS, are nuts.
Students who failed in UOL, will fail in any other school. Why? Look at the amount of effort some people are willing to put in. Last 2 weeks of full geared study for a year's worth of university education and they expect to pass? Please don't make the NTU NUS students laugh. The reason I'm in RMIT is because of my regret in poly education for not studying hard enough. If I can get into NUS, I would have done it to my best as like now.

Until the day those people who made those snide comments can prove to me they are giving in more effort and better than I do, I am not interested in them nor their remarks. Ask any undergraduate or graduates and you will know how comfortable it is to get a relatively good grade with good effort but how crazily hard it is to get the highest grade constantly for all modules. The gradient at the end of the curve is almost 0 as it gets higher. Talk about the Law of Diminishing Returns.

Hard work is what everyone can do, but not everyone is blessed with being smart.

Which reminds me of this scenario in ancient China, where a scholar chooses to stay at home and gives little speeches to his farming friends. And so, his friends urge him to take the Imperial Exam in such that he can help improve the lives of the people when he becomes an Official. But the scholar laughed at the thought and replied that he can do it easily and much better than the current ones. But evidently he is not doing anything at all. And his friend pointed out that in the very least, the current Official is doing something rather than him making such remarks. And his friends left him and said, "if only I have the intelligence that you have."

Believe that you are a brilliant firework waiting to ignite.

Do look up the lyrics for the song.
And lastly, everything I've done would not have been a success if not for God.

2011-04-24T01:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Easter!!

The choir for the Easter Vigil mass is quite good.
Can see effort in it too.
For a very few songs, the melody singers were overpowered by the parts though.. making the song quite confusing to follow.

And quite proud of the 3 girls from the ministry who went up to be Psalmist amongst the choir.

Elizabeth's voice sounded much fuller and mature, compared to when she sang for the Christmas Caroling. If anything to improve, it will be that her response can be more confident and did not rush for some parts.

Gabriella's voice was trembling though. Can hear it quite obvious. Her tune was good. I guess because of stage fright, she did not end each verse fully but ran out of breath easily. But still, I am proud of her that she dare to do it infront of at least a few hundred people present there. I did it once before and the feeling was quite appalling. A very good experience for her.

Esther's tuning was good. One major habit is that she likes to slur her words. And she have a good pitch but lack a little support. She will be a good powerhouse if she can somehow get the hang of that support. If I were to close my eyes and listen, I can only identify 3/10 words she sang, which is not so good. Haha if you are seeing this, its just a comment from a listener (me). Nonetheless your confidence is the best out of the 3. Bite each syllable and use support, and you will be great.

2011-04-23T17:19:00.004+08:00

I am feeling it again while I was showering and letting the water fall on my hair.

I need some answers.
It would be a pleasant surprise I believe, though more from the element of mystery if I did anticipate but just wait and not ask for answers.
But still, it is hard to go against the way we are and to put our human nature down.

Ask and it shall be given.
Seek and you shall find.

So far most of the things I've asked, with the grace of God, have been given to me to do deeds for Him. Except a few, such as the Love partner of my life and some other personal stuff.
And these few, I have been seeking for quite some time and yet can't find.

Maybe I am not meant to have it.
Maybe all I have to do is wait.
Maybe He wants me to realize something, which I have not, before He will grant it.
Maybe the way I am now, I am still not mature/grown enough to get it and will only spoil His plans. Must be some really high level stuff lol.
And maybe it is something else which my small mind cannot fathom.

This phrase is my favorite and Nimmi identified it to be from Mother Theresa. Its in the form of a T-shirt that I saw in Johor but sadly did not have my size. I really love it.

2011-04-10T16:16:00.003+08:00

My new project for Talentime this december
Maybe a capella?
But a pianist will be needed?
3 females 2 males?

2011-03-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

Malacca trip was fun.

Pictures are on facebook yeah.

On a side note:
Sometimes I feel the more I mix with some youths and some young adults, the older I feel as I see them trying to find their purpose and getting "satisfaction" from those things they do. Not that I have not done any but I feel really sad when you see the way they act and the things they say.

I see people thinking they are that great and does "cool" things which gives them a false sense of freedom and fulfillment.
I see people who use others as a lifeline but yet treats them nonchalantly when there isn't a need.
I see people who are confused over what they want.
I see people who keeps blaming everything but not doing anything and falls back into the hole.
I see people doing good deeds but yet with a motive which isn't good.
I see people who speaks nonsensical stuff and people learning from them.
I see people wanting to be unique and special but kept failing exams and hating studies because they fail to realize they need the foundation in order to be special.

I can find all these people in my friends, school, church and even extended friends.
The vexing problem is how do I help them? But I seriously detest point number two most of the times.

2011-03-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

2011-03-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

The guilt is eating me up badly

2011-03-13T14:35:00.004+08:00

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

For the earthquake victims of Japan and also for those who have lost their homes in the Tsunami

2011-03-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for Friday to come.
Finish up Business Finance test and submit my Employment Relations essay.

I have always asked how it was like to be doing what the adults do.
And now I keep feeling what will it feel like if I did what the teens are doing when I was at their age. Though certainly silly as some of their activities may seem, well at least they had fun yeah?

A person can't have everything can he?
Maybe I'm too engrossed in my conviction therefore I can only imagine what it would be like. Like I always say, there must be a reason why those people enjoy the things that I believe is not my cup of tea.

For example, smoking. I will never ever try a cigarette. Not even for social reasons or to show that person "hey! I can smoke but I don't want."
I'm not against the smokers nor do I like to be in their immediate surroundings for too long and that's me. I may sound obstinate but I'm proud at times, at my own conviction. Of course I can only imagine why people likes it.

Shisha also. I've heard reason that it is a good time for bond, something to enjoy together. Again, I can only imagine. I wouldn't want to try since I perceive it to be not something good.

Come on, how many of the night activities in Singapore are good for you as a whole? Not a lot. I'm not persecuting anyone but open up and think about it. Even supper is bad for my health =(

Well, trust me on this, when you grow even older and stop doing the things you are doing now (even for myself), look back and you will find how silly you were. The you now will think and feel that you have finally found the answer to your life but sadly not possible.

I was really silly when I was in poly hahaha.
Even more when during Secondary.
Maybe even now.

2011-02-21T00:08:00.001+08:00

男人不该让女人流泪

2011-02-17T09:25:00.002+08:00

My cactus-es aren't exactly in a good shape, especially the tall few. Lack of sunshine is the cause of its bottom unable to receive any and grew too wet.
Perhaps the soil isn't good too.

The two stubby ones are still up and going! Go!

Have you ever wondered what is the difference between a high ego and a strong ego?
Both are a kind of ego? Of course!
Both are different? Of course!

Yeah Valentine's day is over now. SIM brimming with couples around. I've even seen one couple smooching at the corridor. One couple touching around in the bus.

School hasn't been too great. Just finished a group assignment with 2 heavy loaders coming right up and 2 tests. And I've not read up on the essential readings too.

2011-02-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

Have been eating steamboats and BBQs with more to come gosh!
29th January - SP Choir BBQ gathering
31st January - University friends gathering cum my mum's birthday steamboat
2nd February - Reunion dinner steamboat
3rd February - Steamboat dinner at Aunty Agnes' house
6th February - Lunch at Gabrielle's house, Dinner steamboat with Secondary School bachelor gang.
20th February - Steamboat dinner at Alicia aka Aunty Agony's house

I've managed to skip rice at 3 of the gatherings so far.
I was telling Mum about how we should exclude rice tonight. She went like, "没有饭？！Then how to call 团圆饭？团圆肉?"
So cute lurh.

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year to whoever is reading this. If I can just say a chinese proverbial idiom, it will be 饮水思源. Something which I hope everyone will take back from reading this.

2011-01-29T12:24:00.003+08:00

Heavy pictures uploading ahead. Anyway I should have done this earlier this year.

The Highlights of my 2010. (not in order of date)
I guess I'm more active in community now compared with the last 20 years haha

2011-01-29T10:20:00.003+08:00

If you look at the top of the mountain in servitude, its path to the top will only be longer when you belittle yourself. A mountain peak does not exist to show how small you are. Its there to provide you with a goal. If you have to wander down a side path, you should take your time to slowly climb up.

While you find others already at the top of the mountain, you will know that it is not by chance that they are able to climb to the top, they did not do it with ease but with hardship and God's grace.

2011-01-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

I am in a dilemma.

2011-01-21T11:04:00.004+08:00

If you only have 6 minutes, PLEASE WATCH THE WHOLE OF THIS!
The first Japanese song I've heard at 1990 when it was produced. I was only three then. Take note of the harmony parts too! :D

Lets see..
IF I'm gonna use this whole band + equipments to sing this one song to my future wife to get her to "Say yes" wedding proposal, that will set me back by roughly $200,000
Of course excluding the stage. I will use Esplanade concert theater instead for just 5 hours costing about $20,000. Lighting can get TT to help LOL! I will be the Lead singer. I will probably need to transpose 3 or 4 down for my range ..

Think too much :(
Study hard first and do more God's work.

2011-01-21T10:16:00.004+08:00

It is an all time favorite by many. One of my favorite songs. Of course, you will have to notice the way Aya Hirano perform.
She is not a guitarist by nature as you can see her keep looking at it while singing.
And she opens her mouth big. I enjoy looking at her mouth because not many ladies I personally know opens their mouth while singing.

You know, recently I've been seeing this couple from YuanChing Secondary, who always hold each other on the 4th storey collective rubbish chute in my block. How do I know? because I take the lift and there they are behind that corner!

I mean is that the new trend?
Hello? Beside the rubbish chute? hold each other by the waist and talk to each other .. and WHY 4th FLOOR?!?! Ominous number. Go and have it at the 8th floor or something. My dad also saw them there on other occasion. Come on.. Jurong Point is a better place. Or IMM.

Let me guess, either the guy doesn't know how to choose a location or the girl simply loves that spot in front of that chute.

2011-01-20T09:34:00.002+08:00

I MISSED MY FIRST LESSON IN MY WHOLE UNIVERSITY HISTORY AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF THE STUPID FURNITURE SCHEDULE THAT IS SUPPOSE TO COME THAT MAKE ME CONFUSED ON MY MORNING LESSONS.

All right, I shouldn't push the blame on something so stupid as that. Its my fault for making a blunder.
On a good side, I can now fully utilize this time to rest and prepare for the AGM powerpoint and also editing the Roles and Responsibilities.

Lets not waste this time away.

2011-01-19T07:23:00.002+08:00

Why are their gatherings always related to alcohol?
I don't particularly enjoy alcohol nor hate it. But I can't link to their "amount" of drinking. They like to go red, go a bit haywire, and start vomiting for some. This seems a little illogical for me. But I have not been through what they reached, so I won't say it is all totally bad. Just know the limits.

And again, I'm not interested in trying to reach it either.

I'm the last few left on earth that doesn't smoke, gamble, drink or womanize by my age.

2011-01-16T23:03:00.004+08:00

My weekend was so busy that I didn't manage to have my own sweet time.
I will be very cranky for the coming week.

Been planning so much for the past two weeks, I am almost going bonkers.
I like planning but I don't like it when things don't go as planned. Its always the "you want this and you want that, but in the end you can't deliver." that is kind of frustrating and upset. The worse is when everything gets thrown back to you.

On a totally different story
This past week was very crappy to me. I wrote it all up. I will keep it personal as it is my own spiritual journey with God. Just treat it as the valley down from the mountaintop.
Amazing to have L and M to be my listening ear. They simply amazingly knows what I am going through. And I guess I have made my peace with God for now. The valley sure is a lousy place to be in. Oh well enough about it. Its my own personal stuff which I have discovered.

2011-01-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

Ignore the dudes. The music is good :)

2011-01-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

Haha this post is yet again another craziness over idols.
Wow I definitely love idols. I mean the fans that love the idols. It is a love/hate kind of thing.

Take a look at this. Three year old crying over Justin Bieber.
I will accept that as a good age for such innocent acts. But come on, fourteen to even thirty?
Such young age, she should be playing Barbie Dolls instead of crying over a guy.

Lets just skip the ticket/concert incidents and get to the airport incident. Crying over seeing some dude that comes and wave and you? Why not cry over your father when he comes home from a long overseas business trip? I think their father will cry instead if they knew their daughter waited two days for their arrival.

Likewise if they cry and mourn on Good Friday, keeping vigil till Easter Sunday, I believe Jesus will come appear before them and shed some divine tears.

I'm truly amazed at their devotion and determination.
If only I can transfer some of theirs into my daily studies.

2011-01-11T21:18:00.003+08:00

History of Management Theory.
A subject that looks so easy but is feared by many.

A good subject to pwn the others wohoho. But I've heard it is heavily based on memorization, which I'm quite bad at unless I really take great effort to memorize.

2011 will be an exciting year in the Bridging Lights Youth Ministry.
I wish we have more people to join the core team to carry out all the wonderful plans which we expect to roll out in the span of two years.
From a talent concert to a group prayer session to caroling at poor/old folks' home to churches hopping and collaboration.

I am quite excited yeah about this year.
Now, it will be one thing to plan but another thing to execute. I hope in the midst of all those activities, my grades won't suffer a lot.

On a sidenote, OK Tea beats Gong Cha and Koi. I'm serious.

2011-01-03T21:13:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day of school.
Three hours of business finance.

HA! Peiyi wore tartan just like me today! Any tartan combinations won't go too far wrong if there is red in it.

I saw this cute girl that came in ten minutes late into class. I was wondering where she came from since I couldn't recognize her unil an hour thirty minutes later during break, she is actually Mary-Ann. Gosh she sure became cuter in 2 months. I should go strike a conversation with her next week. Last she told me she attends this catholic church in the central near Toa Payoh.

Thank God! The noisy group of people have decided to shift to the right side of the lecture theater this semester it seems! Saves me the trouble of planning on how to shut them up. Jeremy is the only one that caught my hint three months ago.

Ah.. Business Finance sounds tough :(
Seems like Finance Managers aren't exactly easier than an auditor.

And so, with little effort from what I have learned in first lesson, I found out my valuation is actually roughly -$38,231 and cents.
Yes negative lol.
I owe bank for my degree education, I owe Dad for his CPF used in Polytechnic education. I need to pay $300 per annum for insurance.

This year, I will need more money. I guess I will have to tutor more.
March for Malacca trip, May for Taiwan trip.
March 14 for a new handphone which will set me back by roughly four or five hundred

If only she wears black and red, she will become just like Emily the Strange.

Ever since I was primary one, I have been attracted to people who have ^.^ kind of eyes whenever they smile. My long-lost buddy Lionel Tu from my primary school was the first in my life to have that kind of eyes.

I will share more on pouty lips and also round face next time. Which are actually the features Sylvia has lol. She will laugh like mad if she sees this.

2011-01-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

War is starting tomorrow.
It is a phobia forming after my second semester exams. I placed in a lot of hellish work for it. I studied even harder than my O levels.

The devilish combination of Law, economics, managerial accounting and marketing is really scary.
Two months of holidays aren't able to wash off this fear yet. But still, life has to go on.

Now I got to readjust my direction again.
Dang I need to talk to boss soon.

Study hard man..
I cannot fall back to what I was before.

2010-12-18T13:44:00.002+08:00

Diablo 2. How nostalgic.

Am I the only one who thinks most girls are not punctual?

2010-12-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

Watched Chronicles of Narnia: Voyage of the Dawn Threader with Clement and Julia.

Not as impressive as I heard it is. The second part is definitely better.

Have been having long duration close talks with many many people for the past week. Definitely I have manage to learn alot!
Joachim
Julia
Gabriel
Benjamin
Esther
Gabriella
Elizabeth
My sister
Faustine
Beatrice

Especially from the older ones including my sister. Each one is a minimum an hour maximum three hours talk. Just sharing of thoughts is really a big feast for me.

Its just amazing how people just gave me opinions that I have not thought about and I'm sure it increased my capacity of thought!

2010-12-09T07:33:00.007+08:00

My gaming buddy Secretz was suspended for 2 days from entering game.
My blackberry is spoiled and unable to service because warranty is void.
I'm unable to get Torch because it is so expensive. IPod shuffle ran out of stock in both shops in JP when I should have bought it at Orchard Central. And a few others more.

Have been sharing alot about my life/views/plans with Joachim and Julia. Well, though I hate to say it but most of my friends are not interested in them except their own ones. I can hardly imagine Friend A to come up to me and say, "Hey Moses, lets meet up. I wanna know more about you. About how much you have grown over the past year and what you plan for next year. Also share with me how you think I can help you?"

No, that haven't happen yet even with my closest male and female friends. Its just kinda strange. I don't think I can ever share anything deep in my heart with sokpeng. Ah thats another story on the whole. Well I did share some with Clement

Things are pretty much superficial as I have told Esther, Joachim and Julia. Everyone is only concerned about someone when that person is sick and even so, all there is is the usual template of "take care of yourself!" or around that line.

I guess I have much to learn too.

I believe that true relationships can be made if you are willing to share your weaknesses with the other person instead of all the glory. It is not easy and not in instinct of the animal kingdom to let others know about your weaknesses and deep thoughts.

I feel quite sadden by the fact that though when I look back and saw how much I have changed both in thinking and the things I've learned over the past year or two, I feel bad to say this but many of my friends are so stagnant. It is amazing to meet people who have so much to offer me, teach and guide me and willing to listen yet when I see my own circle of friends, they have been pretty much the same. I'm not talking about looks here.

For some, I don't see them maturing much.
For some, they are still as superficial as before. Perhaps only to me?
For some, they are just placing personal growth as growth on it's own and yet not searching for more.

When I look at them, I really want to help them grow. To teach them what I have learnt. But it is difficult. Many of them have their own thoughts and I cannot force my idea onto them. And I may not be right all the time.
But there are some where their thoughts are so shallow that I feel dishearten to talk to them. I'm not praising myself by bringing some friends down but you should know the feeling of talking to younger kids who haven't an idea.
Everyday people scream and tweet hatred over the slightest nonsense and I detest people who uses FML.
If your life is that fucked up, then go fix it.
If your life is that fucked up, go and look at kids who have lost a parent or two, work their ass off just to support their siblings while studying. Didn't have a clean bed without bedbugs, no new clothes for the past few years ever since their parents died, shouldn't they have the right to say FML? Yet what can they do? You will say its fictional but it is true when you try helping out at soup kitchens and hear their stories. And all the spoilt brats are complaining about themselves dirtying their new clothes or not having enough cash to buy a certain clothe from a certain shop.
If your life is that fucked up, then you should go to third world countries and take a look at reality.
If you tell me that you don't really mean what you say, then I will say if you don't mean it then dun learn from other people and say such immature things.

Thats why I don't like twitter. When you see people of different ages tweeting about what they do, some younger tweeters can tweet sensible things while some older tweeters just tweet about the silliest of all things.

Look to edify each other with knowledge and your sensible thoughts.
Not just go
"OMG this is so cute!!" then?
"OMG FML! the bus just left without me!" wait for the next one? or its your own fault of being late
"That B*tch better keep quiet!" walk away?
"The man infront of me stinks!" you will stink too if you work under the sun and not showering
All these are plain useless information which people just take a two or three seconds glance and then feel frustrated and forget about it totally.

I got to admit I myself too sometimes tweet about such silly stuff. Which just shows I'm not a perfect saint. I'm still growing!

And anyway, the above examples and posts are not directed at any single one person. I know some will feel pretty angry over what I've said but believe me, when you are me, looking at your own posts a few years later when you mature more, you will see how silly you were then. It happened to me plenty of times. Just look at my past posts in this blog and you will see a gap like I say.

I need to meet up with Kervin soon.

2010-11-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a revelation for me.

Well..
A teary mum was explaining to me how sad she felt that we sometimes don't understand that she is getting old.

I was kinda unhappy that planning always goes to me.
If Moses doesn't plan, there will just be a simple zu chao dinner for anyone's birthday in the family. Of course I want us to be bonded more than just a simple dinner. It's been more than YEARS since we did a real recreational activity with the whole family.
And as usual the burden goes to me.

This time I was kinda flared up because I don't think anyone really bothered about me. So I kinda rebutted her when she asked me to SMS my sister regarding the details.
Ah.. its that kind of 3 minutes retaliation with a 60 minutes talk, as usual I will give in to her.

But what really struck me was when she was telling me about how daddee was complaining about her not listening to handphone rings or taking down the wrong details. She held back her tears and shared about how afraid she was about the future. Imagine herself now still able to walk and do stuff and he is already complaining about little things, what if one day she is not able to walk anymore and bedridden, will he still want her?

This is a shocking truth you see. I did not realize that before until she tells me. The fact that I was always surrounded by young and energetic people deluded me in thinking that my very own parents are still the same. You can consider them senior citizens and I have not for once thought of how they will be like as they goes with age.

I am quite disappointed with myself. Yeah going 23 in a few days time and yet not such realization have dawned upon me.

2010-11-08T22:41:00.003+08:00

Lol, you cannot imagine while I was doing push ups just now, all the stress-filled words just came out of my mouth while I was "groaning"

And so, previously (one semester ago) I was writing about my upcoming semester being tough. Well, its over now.
You cannot imagine how tough it was juggling a ministry and custode while going for lessons and projects.
Amazingly I got to thank God for that.
Managerial accounting wasn't very good. I've only shared with a few people who have time to sit down and listen to me talk. I was very confident about it but it came crashing on me with the exam fatigue and lack of preparation. Alright I won't crap about how I don't have enough time for preparation because its all just excuse. Don't talk about High Distinction or Distinction now.. I think will get a mere credit for it.

I wonder how many people in my life have been willing to sit down and listen to my troubles and yanking. I have usually always been the one giving advices / teaching people how to / listening to troubles. I guess it becomes a habit to keep the real troubles within myself. Still, I wish for a soul mate who prompts me to share with them my troubles..

How many of us will choose to prompt others to share out of care and concern?
Not many that I know of. Perhaps 2 that I can think of right now and they aren't exactly the closest friends I have. Probably everyone just "hopes" all is fine when you are showing a laughing face.

Talk about masks, I think I have 3 masks.

How will my holiday become? I do not know. I have no one to share it with. Still have to coordinate the caroling which is to come on 24th Dec. AGM, year forecast, new roles, recruitment, formation, training, bonding for the ministry.
Haven't get a chance to meet up with Benjamin to plan for the chalet schedule and activities.

Somehow I'm not even excited about my own birthday. Esther was shocked and kinda touched when I told her I'm coming for practice on the 13th. Though I was kinda embarrassed when I could see tears coming out in her eyes, I could not help feeling that my birthday isn't that important to begin with. I mean that the practice places a higher priority and my free time is just for my birthday whoever wans to celebrate with me.

Yeah, even my family was disappointing. Everyone's birthday goes with me planning for them. Even on my birthday, their excuse was "you know where to go mah. You have been to many places, so you can decide better." Sad to say you just didn't bother to find out. Its not an excuse lah. It kinda turns me off. So I had to plan again. Yes again. Morning church, then dim sum at Red Star, then we go fly kite at marina barrage. Sian. Not even interesting when I plan it myself.

Even Fang also gave me that crap. Stanley is coming back from overseas and he asks to meet up. First thing Fang replied was, "Nvm, just ask Momo to plan can already."

Alright this does it. I will not plan anymore. You all ingrates. Never heard a word of thank you. No affirmation at all.

I just noticed my blog posts are usually gloom and doom and emo nemo. That is probably me sharing my troubles with the monitor that I'm look at right now.
YES YOU THERE WITH THE 22-INCH FACE!

2010-07-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

Been so bloody busy.

Yeah I will be more free if I chuck off some other activities which eats my time.
School is definitely not easy this semester especially with things like Marketing, Macroeconomics, Business Law and Managerial Accounting. Managerial Accounting.

Finally a weekend of resting but instead have meeting with Esther and Jason over Music Ministry. We had a good share of each others view and I learned a lot about myself from the sharing.

Yeah. Esther shared about she don't know if I'm a serious person or a joker. I guess is what Roger had told me before too. He thanked me for being a friend who takes him seriously and yet still be jovial.

Is that a good thing? I think perhaps to some extent. Good is that I am flexible. Bad is when I become serious, I will expect people to be serious about the subject too. For example a meeting, some may think it is a get together and hence came late or whatso. But to me, I take a core team meeting seriously. If everyone have a choice to stay at home and rest, why not? However since we have already taken the time to come out to discuss something, make it a fruitful one so that when people say we are the planners, we really are the planners and do it good.

ooo time to sleep.

2010-06-20T10:27:00.003+08:00

Breakfast with a girl in the morning is definitely a nice feeling.
Of course it is much better than taking out 2 different flavor of cereal, mixing them, adding milk and stare at the monitor screen like a dumbass.

Next 2 weeks will be quite busy. School is starting on July 1st which is a good thing as I can finally get back to "work"
Youth Mass also is gonna be tiring.

And we have Clement's birthday dinner tonight! A lil impromptu in my sense.. since its not a full event. More like meeting for dinner..

I wonder how's Sylvia in Cambodia? Very long didn't meet up with her. Should find a day to look for her before school starts.

I will need to pack up my room before Michael and Esther visits on friday.

Oh well time for my chicken rice

2010-06-15T18:20:00.002+08:00

Got my job at the Tuition Centre. Lewin Education. Can go check it out.

Was terribly frightened as I was pushed into teaching on the second day of being an assistant.
The kids are innocent. Yes, innocence decreases with age definitely.
They ask questions ranging from stupid to dumb to anything.

How different are they from being us, youths and adults?
Very.

We only ask if it doesn't seem to feel weird, nor embarrassed. Nonetheless, I need to keep up this "Teaching can't kill me." spirit going on.

mmmmmm

Mac Deluxe is quite pricey. It is a very nice breakfast but .. sad

2010-06-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

Pretty odd.

2010-05-26T08:59:00.002+08:00

Will be going to a tuition center to interview for my part-time job. I hope all goes well though. If successful, I will have rice to eat even during my school days! No more porridge with soya sauce yay!

This makes me kinda want to have 48hrs a day. Sleep for 16hours and do my stuff for 32hours
But this is a pretty crazy idea. This means we will have 6 meals a day, work 16-18hours for office jobbers.

Now, 24hours doesn't sound so bad does it?

Finally settled the application for RHB bank.
Decided to go for RHB reason being it is 4.68% as compared to 5.25% of DBS. And bloody DBS recognize SIM as a private institute and refuses to give me the standard study loan. They only allow graduated repayment for NUS NIE NTU SMU. Blah! Don't want to talk about the trouble I had to take to get the cheque.

Anyway RHB hopefully will do better.

2010-05-15T13:56:00.003+08:00

My sleeping time have been quite chaotic lol.
Afternoon naps here and there end up making my nightsleep unable to sleep well. However my sleep in the night haven't been well. Either it is weird tiring dreams or just that I couldn't rest well.
So it is the egg that comes first or the chicken?

Such hot weather in the noon and I'm able to sleep. Pretty shiok to sleep and perspire unknowingly. Just sleep and sleep only..

Aye, how unproductive I've become..

2010-05-12T13:35:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. Exams are finally over and here I am feeling like a wasted little kitten stuck at home. Can't find a part-time job.
No one to ask out.
No income.

Maybe I should just revise what I have learn in the previous semester. I AM taking managerial accounting in the next semester anyway, need to revise my work capital budget.

University exams are definitely on a different level.
The questions are NOT really so tough till you have totally no idea what they are talking about, but there are SO many questions to do that the time they gave are really just nice sufficient. Talk about perfect test paper planning lol.

Time flies fast when you are rotting real hard.
Time flies fast too when you are busy.

2010-04-20T00:06:00.001+08:00

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Nintama Rantaro
This is like 17years ago can!
wow finally saw it again. Saw this when I was primary 2.
Didn't know it have 16 seasons....

A realistic robotic cat that is sensitive to touch and responses.

Somehow.. my heart sort of crunched when I saw the cat moving.

I don't know is it because I fall in love with it? (sounds damn crazy can!)
or I pity the cat.. because it looked so poor thing..

Anyway the cat including shipment costs SGD300 or so urgh

2010-04-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Lol seriously. Most are true I hope. With a few exceptional.
This is amazing stuff

2010-04-04T21:50:00.003+08:00

Clash of Titans is a good movie to watch.
Yeah..

Too short.

Hades and his little pet Kraken kinda too easy to kill.

Perseus probably gained too much level from killing Medusa and those scorpions.

Oh yeah..

Got to love how Medusa moves.

2010-03-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

Ip Man 2 coming out!

During my exam period.. oh gosh ._.

2010-03-29T23:45:00.000+08:00

And I... Will always love you~

Amazing song by a little girl

2010-03-29T22:16:00.003+08:00

I was greatly shocked and traumatized by what I said this afternoon..

It just blurted out of my mouth like that without a second thought. Khengwei was shocked and looked at me.

I am ashamed and it still lingers around in my mind even now. Can't believe I said such things. Am I too obsessed with money till I have lost sense?

Too ashamed to even blog about it ... anymore//

2010-03-27T11:33:00.001+08:00

You have been selected as our 1st prize winner of our annual draw entitling you to $600,000! Reply for more information.

Like real.

2010-03-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

Everything seems so stagnant.
The days just swim pass daily without even saying anything.

DO you remember the times when everyone was like AWW! 2009 IS OVER ALREADY? TIME FLIES!

Yeah, and we are already a quarter through 2010. It increases to a third in a dozen days or so.

What have you achieved and done?
What have I achieved and done?

2010-03-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

I found I have this tendency to act stupid. With the frequency higher to certain people.

No, not as a retard.

But most of the time when I ask stupid questions, I have actually already known the answer.
Or I just feel like letting the person feel better by thinking I'm stupid.
Or I just want to humor the person.
Or wanting to know what is going on in that person's mind.
Or double confirm my own thoughts.

With the exception of those that I care about, whom I reflect that I act stupid because I want to get their attention.

I'm not a hands-on person and I'm lazy
But I can say that I am blessed to be smart.

So, don't think I'm stupid when I act stupid. Think about why I do it.

But alas!
Though I'm smart in many ways, I am also dumb and slow in many other ways. Yeah... I think people who know me well enough should know what.

2010-03-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

What the hell is wrong with me?

What the hell is wrong with me?

What the hell is wrong with me..

the mrbrown show: pok-kai face

2010-03-19T16:54:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-19T10:43:00.003+08:00

Ah.. What is this feeling of lost that I'm having?
I feel lost.

Perhaps on the envy of others when I see them having fun in pairs or constantly going out to have fun with activities.

Obviously I know envying is bad.

Somehow my life as a student might seem good but isn't as good. Especially when you see couples around in school or after school.

I am a poor student with a limited fund, oh well what more can I ask for? At least I do not need to work in the night to make ends meet.
I can't have much colorful social life being stuck at home. Food, meet ups, watever also need funds.

I am a poor single chap who gets lonely at times. But the comfort is that at least I have two wonderful parents.

What can I do?
Now when especially hope seems to diminish daily.

2010-03-16T01:15:00.003+08:00

Does my computer feels its faster after doing a Disk Clean Up?

The answer is no.. and that clean up takes like an hour to finish?
Go Start - All Programs - Accessories - System Tools - Disk Clean Up.

On the bright side, it frees up some valuable space for my computer whom Sylvia claims having a better one than mine HAHAHA

Try Disk Defragmenting as well. It rearranges your computer files so that future huge files wont have to be split into more page files to slot in memories. In other words, benefits your computer.

On a side note, I got a distinction for my statistics mid semester test. yay
Barely scrapped for a distinction.

2010-03-13T10:17:00.002+08:00

What age do you consider the range of Adults come in?

Some "intelligent" guesses will be as early as 18 or 21. And people came up with terms like young adult for the 20s, so logically from that adults will be ranging 30 and above?

Definitely not what I was thinking. I think adult in chinese 成人 means you have attain a level of maturity and is able to take care of yourself. No, not those kind of "take care" like those little kiddos nowadays say.

"I can take care of myself!!" then end up going Pub, Club, take drugs, spend late nights doing nonsense. Working for money isn't exactly what makes you an adult if all the money goes into supporting your own lifestyle and expenditure.

It certainly isn't easy to take care of yourself. Ok with the exception of maid for the well-to-do family, and if you are living alone.
Let me give a list of things to do for your simple one room one hall basic flat.

-Sweep the floor
-Mob the floor
-Replenish refrigerator
-Tidy your bed
-Wash clothes
-Hang out to dry
-Iron clothes
-Pay utility bills including your annual TV bills and phone bills
-Restocking necessities like Toilet rolls, insecticides, detergents, shower foams, shampoo, hand soap, toothpaste
-Pay rental (your flat doesn't come free!!)

I don't know how many will think "still ok whattttttt!" HAHAHAHA tell me the truth how many of this that you are doing yourself right now at your house? and I've excluded cooking already because of the accessibility to all the food in SG.

I need a change in my life now though.
I need to be more mature
I need to be more motivated
I need to love Statistics
I need someone to push me

2010-03-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Trust you - Yuna Ito

She got nice lips!

2010-03-07T23:21:00.001+08:00

Tampopo at Takashimaya

2010-03-07T12:42:00.002+08:00

Moses shall venture today.
Depending on situation!

Ok. Nvm head shot already

2010-03-05T12:47:00.002+08:00

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Japanese school song mtv?

Oh.. the horror of reminding me of my secondary school song.

Practically only 10 out of the whole school sings the song. The school song has been there for ages and why should we sing a song which have no meaning to us. I mean a school song is to promote a certain important value, but the DM forces us to sing again and again just because we should sing it.

Boon lay secondary school our dearest.. like a flourishing tree you grow.. etc

On second thought, if they get girls to wear yukata and walk around the school and dance and sing with MTV taken, I believe more will sing the school song. In fact I will volunteer myself to be in the MTV with the girls. HA HA no not wearing yukata of course. Samurai will be cool

This is also a reason why tertiary education schools does not force us to sing school songs. I remember hearing Singapore Polytechnic school song like once in 3 years or something. I don't even think SIM have school song LOLOLOLOLOL. Yeah, back to the yukata topic, I will probably volunteer for SIM school song if they have such costumes. Maybe I should get a yukata for sokpeng since its perpetually summer here.

2010-03-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

Wendy is excited. Today is the day when she will finally start her new hobby: Flower growing! She skips happily to the florist and look around the different flowers. My flowers will be just as beautiful as these! She thought to herself. On noticing her, the florist walks over and smiles sweetly, “How can I help you?”
“I would like to grow a flower.”
“What type of flower?”
“I don’t know. Anything I guess.”
“Well, I got a couple of seeds here; roses, orchids and lilies. Which one would you like?”
“What are seeds? What do we need them for?” Wendy looks bluffed.
The florist frowns. “Don’t you know? You need seeds to grow into flowers. You also need sunlight, water, soil and loving care.”
“Soil, sunlight, water and loving care? What are all these? Are you playing a trick on me?” Wendy looks furious.
“The magic show that I watched the other day: the man just pulled the flowers out of his hat! And he didn’t even use all these things that you are telling me about now!”
“My dear, it was just a magic show. If you want your own flowers, you will have to grow it the hard way.”

Incase anyone asks, I DUNNOE any Wendy. Its just a story and I dun have her phone number

2010-03-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

Post number 600 now. This blog has been around since 2005 and I strongly suggest no one to take a look at past posts as you can see the differences in writing since then and now!! I sounded like a kiddo..

I was defeated by a boy around the height of my chest, in DJMax Technika today at Westmall. Just when I was thinking of mastering that game since the Sangokushi Taisen 3 mission was somehow abandoned, this little geek boy had to come and spoil the fun. He was watching me missing on some notes as I wasn't used to the interface, then politely asking me "Can I play?" I said sure!

Yeah. I was kinda embarrassed when I saw him play.
Not expertly but definitely better than me. Was a little silly feeling lousy over such things BECAUSE I dun like losing.

Yup, thanks to him I now abandoned both games..

Probably he is God-Sent to trash me in my ego and smack me in the face of embarrassment and tell me to stay off games if I wanna do well for my studies.

On a side note, I'm wondering how many people are able to say Please or Thank you or Sorry, I apologize?
I meant putting down pride to say those. I do find myself saying Thank you the most, Please, the second and Sorry the third.

Wah especially when you know that person or subject is just too important to leave alone and that you really have to apologize to save the situation. It was really hard to say sorry. So its time to celebrate every time a boy apologizes because you mattered to him more than his pride.

Likewise girls should learn more on saying Please or Thank you in my opinion. At least it shows appreciation and doesn't make them a B*tch. I'm sorry for the word but I couldn't come up with any other word to express my feelings on this one.
Ha! Those girls who don't do so, just expects people to do things for them and as if its a given. They never realize that it is a privilege that they get whatever they want, but they are not entitled to die die have them.

A polite girl is an attractive one.
Who doesn't like people with manners? lol.

So everyone please show appreciation, to the person whom you know have done great things in your life.
Who? you might think.
An easy answer will be your parents. For all the people out there who thinks raising children are a mess and troublesome, spare some thought for your parents who bothered with you.

At least they didn't abandon you even before the moment you are born.

2010-02-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

I went to have a serious go at Sangokushi Taisen 3 at Cityvibe today. Got ready a good set of cards I bought from some strangers and had a go.

It was disastrous. I really suck at it hahaha! Not to mention per game is about $2.50
I was really sad as I couldn't comprehend why I suck that much on that game. I've done all my research and replays on youtube for the past 3 days. And I've known mostly 50% of how it works. I just couldn't micromanage the individual cards well I guess.. And couldn't see also why my Lu Bu will lose..

The only possible reasoning I can think of is that, after assembling one of the better decks, and seeing it play on youtube, this set of cards is probably more for experts who could play well. And I should play simple lol

I''ve just finished watching the story of Solomon, commonly known as King Solomon on DVD.

It was how amazing that he made a pact with God and gain wisdom and how he was misled by his own thinking later on. Falling from God's grace and his kingdom separated into 12 tribes.

Wondering if I should abandon Sangokushi Taisen and do something else.
Maybe DJMax Technika will be good.
or perhaps I should just study and build up on my discipline.

I think I lack discipline.

2010-02-25T16:55:00.002+08:00

For some dumb reason, I'm getting too restless and excited shouting around in the house.

DJMax Technika is out finally! You just cannot imagine how shocked I was when Kervin pointed out a new machine just beside me. I was like "Cheyy.. another.. WHAT THE HELL!"

Pretty stuff that is. It has most of the favorite music of mine from DJMax with all the animations. I couldn't survive past Level 6 without a F Grade. How disgraceful!!
I'm simply not used to touching and rubbing the screen ..

And a little expensive at $2 per play. Heh

Can't wait to master this thing and show Sokpeng

2010-02-24T12:56:00.001+08:00

Holy cow.
I hate to say this but sometimes women are just as jerky as men.
I agree men are jerks at some point of time.
I have to state that women are jerks too after seeing some examples.

Now, now. It isn't nice to play around with men's feelings especially when you love him right?
Either trying to be hard to get, purposely making him jealous or using breakup/divorce as a bargaining chip.

It sounds fun but it isn't the right way. Not to talk about respecting his feelings and loving the person instead of using him as something to prove your worth (:

and now my sis is playing these sort of things with her husband.

Oh well. It is a sinful thing.

2010-02-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

Why do farts make noise?

The sounds are produced by vibrations of the anal opening. Sounds depend on the velocity of expulsion of the gas and the tightness of the sphincter muscles of the anus. Contrary to a popular misconception, fart noise is not generated by the flapping of the butt cheeks.

How much gas does a normal person pass per day?

On average, a person produces about half a liter of fart gas per day, distributed over an average of about fourteen daily farts.

Why do farts come out of your butt?

The butt is the location of the anus in humans, and by definition, a fart is an anal escape of intestinal gas. We should be grateful that we are not crinoids. The crinoid is a marine creature with a U-shaped gut, and its anus is located next to its mouth.

Why is there a 13 to 20 second delay between farting and the time it starts to smell?

Actually, the fart stinks immediately upon emergence, but it takes several seconds for the odor to travel to the farter's nostrils. If farts could travel at the speed of sound, we would smell them almost instantly, at the same time we hear them.

Do men's farts smell worse than women's farts?

Based on what I have experienced of women's farts, all I can say is that I hope not. Scientific studies of farts show that women's farts have a higher concentration of odor-causing gases than men's farts, but men's farts have a larger volume. The two factors equalize out (the same number of stench molecules for both), so the odor is about the same.

What causes the burning sensation that sometimes accompanies a fart?

This is generally caused by a recent meal of hot peppers or related spices. The oils associated with these foods remain intact and active all the way through one's gastrointestinal system.

If you fart in the bathtub, is the water polluted and should you refill the tub?

As long as what comes out is only fart and no poop, your bath water should not be significantly polluted. Most of the gas just bubbles up and contaminates the air rather than the water.

Is it possible to capture a fart in a jar and save it for later use?

It should be theoretically possible to do this, but there would be lots of logistical problems. I would suggest using a plastic bag instead of a jar. You might try the following as a science fair experiment:
Fart into several plastic bags and seal them carefully. Then fill several other plastic bags with ordinary air. Wait 24 hours. Then get volunteers to smell the contents of the bags to see if they can correctly identify which ones contain the farts. This should tell you if it is possible to store a fart in any useful way.

Is it possible to have bloody farts?

Yes, this can happen if you are suffering from an anal fissure, a split in the wall of the colon. It can also happen to a woman who experiences a queef during her period.

When it is cold outside and you fart, can you see it like you can see your breath?

Now, that's an interesting idea! My guess would be yes, since farts are nice and moist like our breath, but this is one question that I'm not in a position to answer. I live in the tropics, and it never gets cold here.
Several people have tried the experiment and have written to tell me the results. Most people said that they could indeed see their farts, but one person said that he couldn't see it even with his pants off.

Got these from http://www.heptune.com/farts.html

2010-02-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

A very sweaty me after a run.
Ah. The lazy monster in me is certainly very strong.
Like Blood Raven when you just entered Rogue encampment;
A Pikachu against an Onyx;
lvl90 Lenette against Heart of Eternity;
Novice against Gatekeeper;
xcuseme against Zakum;
Phage against Akroma;
Maven against Undertaker;
Egg against Rock;
Vapodrops against medicine;
Mavina against Nosferatu;
Sherrie against Osiris;
Rikku against Ultima Weapon;
Zidane against Trance Kuja;
Tidus against Sin;
Squall against Ultimecia;
Yuna against Vegnagun;

Speaking about games, tons of friends from previous mmorpgs and games have been trying to get me to join their games. I know I'm ultra good at playing role-playing games but there is also the fact that I traded too much of my life for it.

So whats left of me after playing for the whole of 6 years or so?
No girlfriend for valentines
Slacky grades
High level lazy monster in me
Obesity
Self consciousness
The list goes on...

And some of them even got a little pissed off with me for quitting games. Oh well, not that I really care besides their feelings. But they certainly arent gonna feed me or bear children for me or support me during my lonely times.

Ah.. Valentine's day.
Yet again. I wonder do you miss me as much as I miss you?

2010-02-10T08:26:00.002+08:00

I have so much to say. All the bad stuff.
But it will just hurt a lot of people if I say them.

People have been treating me like I'm some crap.
I don't know if they even notice the things I've done.

I especially dislike the moments where others made me envious of their happy moments with others but all the moments they had with me were down and out.

I don't want to attract sadness.

I want to be a source of joy for others, that is why I try as my best to solve elses' sadness. But it just seem to come from people who were used to it.
I guess everyone needs a place to hide and share their problems.

But I want to have my joy with them as well.

I dun like to feel unappreciated. Empty promises thrown back after I really tried my best. It made me feel like I'm just a useless punchbag. And usually people like me are only appreciated if I'm already dead or gone

2010-02-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

Found this cat sleeping in a cardboard box at the area near my house. I think it is pregnant!!

I feel it is so cute can!

Haha so I organized a gathering for the Sungei Gedong Warriors in MT line. yes EX warriors.
It was tough with all the schedule problems and around. Luckily Stanley came back from Australia RMIT for a holiday, so I'm able to get him.

Heh Kervin. One of my best buds. I'm finally darker than someone!

UP AH!

2010-02-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

http://mathworld.wolfram.com/CorrelationCoefficient.html
Click it. One of the formula yet not understood by me

2010-02-03T14:16:00.002+08:00

Latest song by Scandal. and also the Ending for Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood.

So before someone clicks it, just be reminded there are three schoolgirl-looking girls holding guitars and playing drums larger than them.

Notice the zettai ryouiki =D grade B

Long socks are cool.
For those that have no idea what I'm talking about
http://animedesho.animeblogger.net/?p=2585 please do check it out and try it out =D

2010-01-30T12:22:00.003+08:00

Met up with mummiee, daddee and sis for dinner at Soup Restaurant in Jurong Point.
Was pretty nice. Some of the food are normal but the soup is really good.

Braised peanuts tastes the best when you are hungry and waiting for food

Husband and wife

Samsui Ginger Chicken. One of the few "white" chicken that I enjoy eating

Sliced Fish in Spring onion and Ginger. pretty normal

Yangzhou fried rice. It is good but not the best

Tofu Prawn. It is cooked in chili crab sauce

Venison in Spring Onions and Ginger. Too much spring onions for the day. Soksok will definitely enjoy this. I wonder does she grow and farm spring onions in her room

Broccoli and Scallops. pretty normal too

The reason I look so much younger is because this man, my father gave up his life and time to provide for us.

my mum love this picture alot lol

2010-01-28T01:11:00.001+08:00

I really felt better after giving Samaritans of Singapore (SOS) a call just now.

I now know what I should do

2010-01-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Dr Martens cesar canvas slide

A new shoe I've bought. I'm loving it~ though not as much as the time when I bought the Lacoste one. I still love it till now

I got the gray/black one but couldn't find a picture of it on the web..

Finally my 2009 wishlist is completed.

2010-01-26T21:44:00.002+08:00

LOTS AND LOTS OF STUFF GOING ON THESE DAYs!

Mum couldnt stop laughing when I tell her to stop eating and look at the camera.

Coordinating is lots of tough work

2010-01-21T12:41:00.000+08:00

I was truly surprised and elated by her intention yesterday.

Really, really surprising.

2010-01-20T23:00:00.001+08:00

Arukuaraundo - Sakanakushon

This MTV is by far one of the most innovative one I've ever seen. The last part actually is the starting. Besides that, the way they play with Japanese words are really cool.

MUST WATCH

2010-01-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

Jia lat.

I think I am succumbing to illness again.
This is gonna spoil my record for being sick only twice in a year..

And I just recovered from illness in early December..

2010-01-18T21:56:00.004+08:00

Kazu Sumiyaki

Previous had it with Kenneth, Weichai and Ken.
This time with Sokpeng, Kelvin and Shunren.

Ownage. It was really good. Price-wise, a tad expensive.

One of the better udons I had in my life. Not that I've eaten alot of udons to begin with but I can differentiate a good Soba!

Chunky Wild Chicken and chicken balls

Pork belly and Black Pork Belly. The black pork one is better of course!

Yakitori in Shoyu base

Yakitori in salt base

Hotate Cheese. "One of the most owning" from a few cheese lovers

This is the sea bream sashimi we had. VERY FRESH

The bones of the sea bream were deep fried later on after we finished the sashimi. Very fragrant and crispy till you can finish every piece of bone and fin

Ben n Jerry's Merlionster

It must have been so tasty that Sokpeng had to lick the underside of the plastic spoon lol

2010-01-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

They always say the ones that understand you best and know something is wrong and asks you about it, are wonderful people.

And only a few noticed even though I unknowingly dropped bits and pieces of what is going on..

2010-01-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

A man fell into a ditch. Different people passed by the ditch.

Realist: “That is a ditch.”

Optimist: “Things will get better.”

Pessimist: “Things will get worst.”

Christian Scientist: “You only think you are in a ditch.”

Motivation Speaker: “Let me teach you to how to motivate yourself in a ditch.”

Newspaper reporter: “I’ll pay you for an exclusive story about life in the ditch.”

City official: “Did you get a permit for your ditch life?”

Mathematician: “I’ll calculate the length and depth and width of the ditch.”

Preacher: “I see three things about the ditch that are noteworthy.”

Taxman: “Have you paid your taxes for the ditch?”

Jesus: “Give me your hand.”

It struck me when I read this in an article.

Which one of the roles above suits us best? Do we walk past the ditch and go tsk tsk tsk but never holding out our hands to help? What is stopping you from showing compassion to people around you?

Compassion is a foreign word to a lot of us. Many times an ordinary scene of an old lady begging by the streets tugging at our hearts. What do we do? Most of us will choose to walk away.

2010-01-12T22:44:00.003+08:00

First of all, Happy Birthday Sylvia!

I hope she enjoys today as it is a day where her mother went through great labour pains to give birth. Probably everyone going through birthdays should give a hug and thanks to their mother.

On a different note, today I received the news that uncle Vincent passed away. It wasn't a shock though as he have been diagnosed with cancer last year. My testimonial to him is that he is a very cheerful person. Even much more so than me. He will always tap my tummy and ask me where my father is whenever he could not find him in church.

Uncle Vincent is one of the founding members along with Uncle Thomas and Uncle Christopher Gan for the Family Rosary in Jurong area. Yes, I've blogged about both uncle Thomas and uncle Gan previously as they both have passed away too battling with illness but everyone went off peacefully in their sleep.

I always love to listen to uncle Vincent and my father sharing their views. He is one of the truly few that can make me laugh like crazy on the times he joke.

The last time I saw him.. was December last year. His grandson just nice reached a month old. But he is undergoing chemotherapy so he could not come out to entertain us but instead stayed in his room. Yeah, he was spending his days at his son's place at the condo above Jurong point. From his room window, you can directly look at the people at the platform. ULTRA COOL.

So, he was telling us if we wanna visit him again, we can shout from the platform and he will wave a handkerchief at us from his room lol

Finally, I want to thank him for all the joy and help he have given me and my family. A similarly impressive man as with Uncle Thomas and Uncle Christopher Gan.
After attending their funerals and looking at the huge crowd that gathered each night, I made up my mind that I will do to change enough people's lives to have them say their farewells to me if I should go one day too.

Some might laugh at this idea and claims that I'm too young for that. I might be. But relationships between human beings doesn't appear overnight. And I felt sad every time I hear about someone's relative funeral and only relatives and business partners appearing to pay their respect.

I want to learn from the three uncles' examples and be someone that people are willing and wholeheartedly come for my funeral from deep down in their hearts. I will probably go every night for the next few nights helping out in the funeral. Some asked am I his grandson or nephew but I replied no. I only help because I want to, and he gave me lots of reason for me to do it willingly.

Mind you, I'm not some saint or ultra helpful person. I'm as lazy as everyone is, minding my own business. But uncle Vincent is my "business"

2010-01-11T06:59:00.001+08:00

Sian diao. Not enough sleep

2010-01-10T01:24:00.001+08:00

As I was washing my hair and letting the water flow down my face, a thought came to my mind.

I wish I can feel her pain.

2010-01-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

High and Mighty Color - Dive into yourself

I was looking through Received files and found this pretty cool music. A little on the noisy side but its a good song when it gets to the chorus LOL
Wow oh Wow oh oh oh!

2010-01-09T13:56:00.002+08:00

It is one month and five days more to Valentines' day!
How is everyone spending it?

I will be spending it as usual for the past 21 years. Sitting at the MRT station and looking at couples holding teddy bears or a bouquet of flowers together.
LOL obviously not.

It is a sunday as well!

What I've learn in three lessons of Statistics
- Data presentation
- Frequency distribution
- Data range
- Histogram
- Ogive
- Frequency polygon
- Ordered Array
- Stem and leaf Plots
- Pareto charts
- Contingency tables
- Mean, Median, Mode in grouped and ungrouped data
- Percentiles, Quartiles in grouped and ungrouped data
- Variance, Standard deviation in grouped and ungrouped data
- Empirical rule
- Sample and population
- Coefficient and Correlation
- Z scores of Standard deviation
- Skewness
- Kurtosis
- Box and Whiskers plot
- Sample Space
- Union of sets
- Intersection of sets
- Tree diagram for probability
- Mutually exclusive, Independent, Collective, Complementary events
- MN rule

and three lessons of accounting
... ok it will be damn crazy for me to type the whole shit here.

2010-01-06T07:35:00.002+08:00

I couldn't sleep well last night.
It is those nights where you try to knock yourself out but still floating between sleep and lying on bed.

Basket. 8.30am lesson zzz I shall sleep early tonight.

Thank you soksok for being there with me yesterday. Though you claim that there is nothing you did to cheer me up, but it does not always have to do something to make a difference.
Sometimes someone's presence or a listening ear is much appreciated and is enough to make a difference =)

2010-01-05T11:29:00.002+08:00

I think my New Year wish is to get a good pair of running shoes. Either my shoes sucks or my running technique is wrong. I'm starting to get shin splints ..

Cool. Cool.
Going to school again finally.
I wonder am I excited or nervous. Feels so edgy.

2010-01-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

This is crappy. 2nd day of 2010 and I'm feeling lazy.

Maybe I should just sleep earlier.

You know, I'm supposed to be happily enjoying since School is starting soon, again after 2 years. But I'm instead dreading it.
So much plans for everything yet when it actually comes to doing them, the thought is a total madness.

for 30th

Blessed Sacrament Church

Holy Family Church

St Alphonsus Church a.k.a Novena Church

ECP

Gabriel and I

Hilary and I

and the 010110
We spent our first minute of 010110 in 7-11. how great. Loser but I find it fun! All tat matters is the time we had together even if it is uncool

Clement buying drinks

010110 00:01AM

Caught.

My head almost burst from the rush of blood

Happy New Year to everyone!! Greetings from Moses, Clement and Sylvia

2009-12-26T21:31:00.001+08:00

ah..
bummer

2009-12-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

Life's crap if u dun look and appreciate all the blessings and good stuff going on around u. Envy is endless

Cards for the lovelies

selling icecream!

dinner with Zephies

Helping out at IJHCC as well as caroling.

wow 2 santa claus sia. 2 different race somemore

Sylvia's cookies

her penguin

preparing xmas dinner

Sis loves to take up the pose. the SPAG was mine!

the cheese xmas cake for CHRISTMAS DAY!

so much things have gone!
I'm wondering how your christmas is being spent?

2009-12-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

I know a good santarina costume when I see one!

Santarinas are the loves!

2009-12-23T10:30:00.005+08:00

A very busy past and upcoming week lurh! Can die can!

wednesday 16 dinner

thursday 17 kazu @ cuppage with Kenneth, Ken and Weichai

friday 18 sakae @ clementi with Ken, Sokpeng, Weichai and Wenbin

saturday 19
morning cellgroup leader training
afternoon music ministry
evening church + grocery shopping,
night still go clubbing

sunday 20
morning struggle wake up sell icecream
afternoon meet sokpeng and szekiat
night meet weichai for Tonkichi

monday 21
morning visit lady boss to discuss payment
afternoon IKEA lunch and shopping with wei chai.
night steamboat dinner with the Zephies

tuesday 22
morning go church practise carol singing
afternoon go children's home (IJHCC) for singing, then meet up clement for avatar supposedly end up L4D2
night serangoon to meet sylvia

wednesday 23
morning SLACK FINALLY
afternoon avatar movie with clement
night rehearsal for xmas pageant

thursday 24
afternoon preparation for dinner
evening cook dinner for whole family
night xmas pageant + midnight church service

friday 25
afternoon shopping
evening at uncle Luke's house for the Lee family gathering. looks like another round of trashtalking with everyone

who dare to say im a zainan/hermit/outcast ?!

2009-12-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

It has been a crappy week for me.
Apparently after complaining to DBS about their loan services and how sucky it was and also praising one of their staff, they still did not tell me what follow up they will be doing.
I doubt they even know what is going on and happening.
Borrowing 5.5k to pay them more later on, and going thru all the procedures and I had to travel to Chai Chee to get my cheque is a hell lot of trouble.

Yeah. crappy week comes with misunderstanding as well.

And I can't help falling asleep during day time. A really bad habit. I fell asleep for few minutes during SIM induction program, I fell asleep for a few seconds during Joachim's talk and recollection today. I fell asleep in Kenneth's, Bal's, Uncle Loh's belingo.. and even Richard's honda city.

Storm Warriors 2 was pretty normal. NORMAL AS IN NORMAL.
Too much CGs making it look plagiarized. One can't help feeling it feels the same as 300.
Very shallow storyline.

2009-12-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

So am I a bad guy now?
Initially I had thought to be one. But She did so much for him that I've so respected the way she does it and I'm not feeling to be one bad guy.

I think I have learnt alot on how true my intentions should be. I don't want to be cursed at.

School administrative stuff are killing me softly.
Ever since day One of loan application till loan processing till loan approval till getting it within deadline, I'm having so much problems.

ALRIGHT. I'm so gonna hide myself at home this Sunday and do all my christmas cards. It's just so crazy looking at the amount of blank cards on my table now..

Tasks to do
- Call Loan department to clarify things.
- Collect my loan cheque.
- Go for RMIT orientation day.
- Get stamps for xmas cards.
- Bring jeans to Clementi for alteration.
- Write my cards.
- Get necessary stamp for Taiwan postage.
- Go for training on Saturday morning till evening.
- Prepare for christmas pageant on 24th night.
- Prepare for caroling at IJHCC for the children.
- 21st steamboat dinner with Zephaniah gang.

2009-12-08T21:40:00.001+08:00

It has been 7days since I last ran.
After running just, I feel so shiok. Tougher still is the stitch that came up during my run. Bah! It felt like an alien is about to burst out from my stomach!

I'm starting to dislike fillipino sales assistants can!
Lacoste is totally FULL of them and they give such shitty attitudes like I couldn't afford it. I still remember the time when I bought my shoes from them. The fag told me there isn't anymore other size and the display one is the last one. The catch is this, SHE DIDN'T EVEN CHECK DAMNIT! I wasn't satisfied as I believe no one shops in LACOSTE believing they only have a single size for a product.
Checked it out with just that fag's colleague and the lady brought out another for me. There is only 1 stock for every size available.

Went Levi's Strauss just now to get my jeans and encountered the same kind of attitude again. and goodness, the lady say they dun provide alteration services and disappeared back into her dunnoewatever room after accepting my card and pushing tje bag of jeans to me.

2009-12-07T23:29:00.003+08:00

You noe, in my head I always have this play happening.
Its those play of a short scenario. This is really personal and interesting to me.

A lady dressed in olden english days those big dresses.
Then a male shadowy figure comes up to stage
The first thing he does, is to bow
With his hand at his tummy
And the lady will look up slightly interested.

Then the man in black shadow will smile
And take out his walking stick.
And starts dancing and spinning around for the lady to see
The lady will laugh from time to time
The shadow does simple movements.
Little shadow tricks to produce a duck or a spider.
The lady will laugh from time to time again.
And then clap at the end when the clown/man have finished
And wats best part is
The whole scene is just a table, chair, the lady, a red curtain behind, a spotlight on the man
Picture that.
Its just a 2 person thing
The spotlight is on the man
Watever he does, the lady observes
And he is doing a performance for her

Full stop
Its just tat simple

2009-12-06T02:37:00.001+08:00

good friend and comrade +1

Fish

2009-12-03T15:49:00.001+08:00

2009-12-02T08:39:00.001+08:00

Its been so long since I'm sick.

And the feeling sucked, like totally.